Thursday, July 16, 2009

What Does An Abortion Paper Look Like?

Lucky number ... of Asenath. CMYK

9:58 pm. It's beautiful, I can see sequins because the light of a lantern illuminates the corner. The red traffic light, the mirror said to me with those heels is certainly taller than me, leaning into a bare shoulder on the brick wall, a neck that I can see to the navel and a little more, His face shines bright frosting, I remember my grandmother flakes and sugar pouring from her fingers and jumping all around, but she does not know flake, that's clear. Green light, the car horn behind me notice, I move, she goes away after the speed of my wheels and disappears. Arrive at my house, no one expected, no milk, no bread, the neighbor's cat goes into heat so my cat walk behind her, then there will be no cat, I return, I can not take it home " ? I have no money, if any 80 pesos for the six-cylinder car, no money, but I want to return, she asked how I bring and do not know that answer. 10:58

I parked a block away from his body, the cars go and she stays there. Do you charge too expensive? It's beautiful, but if I had the fat that is noticeable as far as I'm perhaps no longer be there, not impatient, it should be, if it works today, how pay rent? Or have your own home? This morning I read my horoscope in a magazine published eight months ago, I do not know if it still works I read, said he would find true love, the love of my life would be close, I'm a block away from her, if that's not it relates closely, also told me to get dressed in green color that was my day, bring a blue shirt, hopefully not so important. The woman beside orange leaves, a gray car just deal with it, was not so hard to convince, is half the thickness it, then I think it will become more expensive, waved his hand in a circle to signal a " back right now "and she shook her head to say yes. 11:58

not even know I'm here, has not turned to look for this side, I begin to touch the lever of my car, caress, and I watch it, stroke the lever up and down, bottom up and watch my breathing becomes faster, squeeze the handle as I watch their fat legs, cellulite, and those breasts that almost cover her navel so they are hung. My hands are sweating on the plastic lever, the plastic is green may bring me luck. 12:58

around two laps, three laps of the block and parked me in front of her, under the glass and look into his eyes, draws near, I'm sweating, I question if I can be of service, how it I say it is the love of my life, my horoscope said that the alignment of the planets are in my favor, how can I tell you what I read is becoming a reality? I wonder how much I bring, I take the portfolio but not the open, is thick, I cut the back of the packs of matches for a time, bring the paintings of Dali, Van Gogh, Frida and Picasso, half are repeated and I kept there, she smiles and takes the car, I am coming to save the portfolio. I drive towards my house, turn to me every minute, I fixed my gaze to the front, my hands grip the steering wheel does not want to touch the lever, after what I did now disgusts me, asks me if I live far away, move head to say no. Good thing it does not rain, that would make the situation a common scene, like in the movies. Bring even radio, I hope not despair for the silence to which I just two days ago I read in the newspaper horoscope this week that the music I desconcentrarĂ­a of my intellectual work, so I decided to remove the radio, but did not work as you want. 1:58

I open the door of the building, leading to the elevator and I put one foot to the top of the stairs and stares at me, asking me if it works and shake my head to say no, I was three steps forward The end of her skirt and her legs are starting right in my face, first floor, there is a stop to see if we have, I keep walking, turns to the three steps forward, second floor, it stops, I still walking three steps, my eyes are seeing the foot, third floor, he stops and looks at me, I wondered whether a long, I shake my head to tell no, three steps, fourth floor, I stop, walk, turn around when you stop listening to my feet and back, eight department. I open the door, enter and turn to look from floor to ceiling, the cat is not. 2:58

ask me what I like, the observed up and down, sits on the corner of my bed and bends to remove her wearing heels that I can see the abdomen that is folded twice and made a kind of double burger, I sit on the couch that is in front of the bed, the cat makes noises in the alley a few days ago I read in my horoscope that sexual relationships and keep me happy, but it has not worked for me, I think my cat has to be the same sign as me ... and he did it worked. I've never seen a horoscope reading the cat. It has been lying by saying, "when you want daddy to work for no fuck" out of the bag packets of color, "what color you prefer" I asked, pointed at the green is my color for this day. Falls asleep waiting for you go there, get up quietly, I take one step for each da hum and I go as close to it, but just to see the ceiling. 3:58

sleep I see her eyes closed, his mind open to not know what dreams, dreams that know me, I want to feel those lips kiss her crooked, kissing his neck, penetrating smell where more women to resist cracking skin provokes me, makes me want to touch every part of it, the mountains of his body to kiss me cry and I have to resist, they touch only the sheets and feet body moves me, I see her bare skin under the old clothes, how good you are asleep and can not see the trembling of my lips, no sweat of my hands and other parts of me, what beautiful legs is not lead her to me, no way, I can not touch it ... and I ... I do not even dare to touch me ...
4:58
still asleep, between your teeth is a window and lets out the saliva to wet my pillow, I'm still watching cracks in my ceiling needs painting, but no money, my cat comes home, he was pleased to note and tired, had a good night there, and me, dammit! I still see the cracks in my ceiling if I make the breakfast is that you thought of me? I'd like to simulate that frosted flakes and brighter the better I get to be asleep, how do you pay? Do not think I want the cards of Dali, who pays with art? Only the damned dead who pay their debts and become rich when they are gone.

it up again 5:58 am on the couch watching, wiped the wetness from his mouth with my blanket and asked me when I have no clock, hanging on the wall all the time marks eight but has no minute hand, asks me to pay, I offer breakfast, not wanting to say, the refrigerator is empty, you start to get angry, gets up and screams as she puts her heels back, back to see that double burger that I could not eat, I give the wallet and throws me in the face of Van Gogh and Frida jumping in the air, it is clear that art does not care, who can import it art? Only those who do not have to worry about paying the rent. I turn and I go to the closet, I have to pay like everything in this life. Saco wedding ring from my mother, I'll give and ask her to marry me. A few days ago I read in the horoscope which was soon the person with whom he lived for the rest of my life, how lucky it is today. 6:58

the knife through my back, why I gave you back? I was just looking for the ring to give my mother, my knees are bent, a lung pierced the air makes me out your back, pull the ring from my mother that I have on hand, you start to embed in the center line of life, that they say we have in the palm and that was the longest that was a while ago I went to read my hand, I said I would live many years, I think I cheated this time. Eight seconds, the air has escaped, she went out the window and left open, the sun falls directly on the ground and is reflected in my face, damn woman! I should have said I am allergic to sun. The cat comes back out the window and make noises with the cat in the alley, put my shirt yesterday that I took a teddy bear that I found on the street, it was cold and did not want the cat got sick, was a green shirt with eight on the back, I received several scratches to wear it because it was too tight. 6:59

read in a magazine that eight is my lucky number. Today ... I should have worn a green shirt.

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